(continue d girl-frenz___boy-frenz)how i knew her?…erm…u can call it dramatically,or intentionally,or watsoever u like,d conclusion is finally i knew her.like a movie,i noticed her,attracted to her(by her attitude),then i hope to know her.NOTE:not TRYING to know her,juz HOPE to know her.if there is no chance i wont take action to know her.ok,continue story.in ns,chinese trainees are allowed to pray at the temple outside during friday nite.in one special friday nite,we went to a different temple for praying(not that one that we usually go one,duno why change location).outside d temple got one laksa stall,after praying,many of us go there for some extra food.i bought a pack of longan water and stand there alone.when i wondering why my longan water didnt hv longan(coz normally longan water got longan fruits one mah)and talking to myself,she suddenly told me to go get some longan from d aunty,and she said that i was very ‘rugi’ if i dun hv longan but other ppl hv though they paid the same amount of money.but i refused to go get more longan,instead,i asked her to give some of her longan(she also bought a pack of it and her drink got many longan).surprisingly,she asked money from me,start from rm1.00 then raised to rm5.00,and that time we didnt know each other yet,not even hv any idea about each other!then i start to ‘taki’ with her,and that goes on…….i think that one count ‘know’ liao gua……gossips about us widespreaded juz in 2 days time after that day,said tht we were couple.and then after one week,i asked her to be my gf.but she refused,said that her ex-bf chased her bak…then i gave up…after cny holiday,when we returned to camp again,we found that we were still loving each other,then i asked her 2nd time,to be my gf,and then she agreed…but she was very sad…coz she had to dump her ex….and that guy treated her very good,better than me.however,she still choosed me to be her bf(…sob…)…then we kept going on,starting was secretly,but after a while no longer secret,even our trainers knonw about it.till the end of d camp,we hv to be aparted…she cried…(i couldnt even drop a tear)i promised her i would go to perlis and celebrate her birthday together with her.i did.and i went perlis once a fortnight.although we had been quarrel quite frequently during those time,i still love her,and so were she.till 20th of june,i juz came back from perlis,i have came to a decision,that was,to break up with her.she asked me,why?i told her i hv fell for other gal,(i was not)she dont believe it.i told her my parents dun allowed me to hv gf anymore,she dont believe that.then i told her the real reason,i wan to concentrate on studies,she still dont believe that.she told me,"i will break up with you.but even so,i am still loving u,and i believe so are you"…i told her to love other guys(she got plenty of followers),but she refused,"i have found my beloved,that is u,i wont love others anymore"….i tried to not contact her for 2 weeks,i knew she was very sad…but i still hv to do that…to make her forget me…finally,she recover from that hurt…..with the help from her frenz(thanks them)…and she enrolls in several charity activities,to utilize her free time,and to forget me…she is going to study in BM’s polytehcnic school.hope she is gonna be ok…and find her destiny lover….
GOD BLESS YOU
